plaster wrote:New Guy wrote:should i eat the cake? or should i just bake it?
well, just bake it and send it over my way
i had the same problem last night because i got back from the hospital where i was held for 4 days. it's very weird to get back to normal after having absolutely no distractions around you. to be honest i kinda prefer that atmosphere better. anyway, i fell in a mild depression and just went outside for a car ride, found some friends on my way and had a laugh or two. it helped. but, what i would love you to do in the future is to not allow the circumstances get into you, because everyone has two coices; to choose or to let loose in the stream. 95% just get loose in the stream because it's painless. you can always choose if you'll be sad, happy or whatever. it's not something that you don't have control of. just your will. i know some of my friends know to say that they feel down if it's raining outside..or some know to say they feel super happy because the day is sunny. truth is..everyone should take the weather inside their hearts and not allow the outside elements to control your feelings. if the weather is bad on the outside you could be happy because you take your sunshine on the inside. you don't rely on circumstances, circumstances rely on you.
I agree, its all in the will of a human being. Everything changes, so in the back of my brain i still know that it wont last forever.
anyway, this thread has some fun stuff in it